My forever and always is over. I am getting divorced on Monday. Yes it is a good thing and i am ready for it to happen. He was mean to me not mean but beat the hell out of me mean. So i know that i am doing the right thing and it is a good thing. But it still hurts and i know i put a smile on my face and act like it does not bother me when it does because i know i have completely failed at my marriage. It is like my dad said when one door shuts another one opens. I have no fears of this divorce because we have been separated for so long and i have made it just fine but the end is here now and wow i want to sit and cry and be thankful. So here is goodbye to my forever and always.
Love ya,
Kisses
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
remember
well i was talking to a friend last night and we started the funny remember when........ well there some that just that you had to be there and some that really made me think about all the good time so i thought i would share some on here.....
1) it was one night we Mickey, Me, Nikki, Carey, Greg, and Rodney all decided we were going to go the the clubs. Well Mic told everyone not to buy me anything to drink because i was a light weight. well my friends did not listen and i got well...don't think there is a word for how drunk i was that night....anyway we were leaving and Nikki decided that she needed to pee so what does she do you ask we she squatted right there in the court yard of all the bars and peed. well i went to the truck and got in the front where i always rode and shut the door well greg got but hurt and came to the window and called me some ugly words because i did not say bye to him. well i got out and gave him a hug and told me bye well when i got out nikki and carey got in the front so i got in the back with rodney and well he was drunk too and started play with my girls and well all the smoke and the girls being played with made me sick in mickey truck. we got home and he changed my clothes and put me in the bathroom and took care of me all night long or well until 5am well i decided i wanted to go to bed i cried and he held me and made it all better. i don't think there well ever be a night like that one or will ever live that one down.
2) Nikki, Me, and Rodney were all hanging out at mine and nikki's apartment. i was a normal Thursday night.....well there were some exception to that night but that is not here or there. But nikki and i wanted some cookies. so we sent Rodney to get them well he comes back with PINK COOKIES.... yeah we told him he was gay....he's not he is married now. but yeah i guess that was one you just had to be there for it to be funny.
3) Christie, Amber, Sara, Cj, JD, and Me all went out back road-ing one night and we were all drinking even the driver you that is not a good idea don't try it....when we found so hay bales. out of nowhere Amber says looks it boobies....talking about the hay bales. the next time you get a chance to look a round bale see if you see what we saw that night.
4) for my 23rd birthday Mickey, Carey and Nikki took me out.....what a night. Me and Nikki were the only ones drinking. that in its self should say enough. if not i will explain...well there rule is you have to drink your age that you just turned.....so 23 drinks (remember i am a light weight) so it started out ok until the shots started to come.... jello shot and two girls we raced and i won but we were so drunk. when we left it was ok until i got hot and started striping in the truck....yeah still cant find everything i had on the night prob still somewhere in mics truck. but that was another you had to be there moment.
just want to share so things on here i will prob regret them later but its all good.
Hugs and Kisses
1) it was one night we Mickey, Me, Nikki, Carey, Greg, and Rodney all decided we were going to go the the clubs. Well Mic told everyone not to buy me anything to drink because i was a light weight. well my friends did not listen and i got well...don't think there is a word for how drunk i was that night....anyway we were leaving and Nikki decided that she needed to pee so what does she do you ask we she squatted right there in the court yard of all the bars and peed. well i went to the truck and got in the front where i always rode and shut the door well greg got but hurt and came to the window and called me some ugly words because i did not say bye to him. well i got out and gave him a hug and told me bye well when i got out nikki and carey got in the front so i got in the back with rodney and well he was drunk too and started play with my girls and well all the smoke and the girls being played with made me sick in mickey truck. we got home and he changed my clothes and put me in the bathroom and took care of me all night long or well until 5am well i decided i wanted to go to bed i cried and he held me and made it all better. i don't think there well ever be a night like that one or will ever live that one down.
2) Nikki, Me, and Rodney were all hanging out at mine and nikki's apartment. i was a normal Thursday night.....well there were some exception to that night but that is not here or there. But nikki and i wanted some cookies. so we sent Rodney to get them well he comes back with PINK COOKIES.... yeah we told him he was gay....he's not he is married now. but yeah i guess that was one you just had to be there for it to be funny.
3) Christie, Amber, Sara, Cj, JD, and Me all went out back road-ing one night and we were all drinking even the driver you that is not a good idea don't try it....when we found so hay bales. out of nowhere Amber says looks it boobies....talking about the hay bales. the next time you get a chance to look a round bale see if you see what we saw that night.
4) for my 23rd birthday Mickey, Carey and Nikki took me out.....what a night. Me and Nikki were the only ones drinking. that in its self should say enough. if not i will explain...well there rule is you have to drink your age that you just turned.....so 23 drinks (remember i am a light weight) so it started out ok until the shots started to come.... jello shot and two girls we raced and i won but we were so drunk. when we left it was ok until i got hot and started striping in the truck....yeah still cant find everything i had on the night prob still somewhere in mics truck. but that was another you had to be there moment.
just want to share so things on here i will prob regret them later but its all good.
Hugs and Kisses
Monday, February 23, 2009
My Life
ok my life is well you be the judge of that..... i was blessed as a child with two sets of parents. i lived with my dad and step mom. my dad has three girls and one boy. my mom has three girls. this is were it can get a little tricky...my dad and momma (shelley) have two girls (amanda and me) my dad and sherry have one boy (nick) my dad and step mom (angie) have one girl (starla). my mom and step dad (jimmie) have one girl (becky). i hope that makes since. i lived with my dad and mom (angie) in durant ok (amanda & starla lived there too) until i was 18 or 19. I moved to wills point and lived with my nannie until i met my ex husband michael. after we split i moved to cali with a friend and was there a year. i would have to say that was the best year of my life it had so really rough moments but it made me who i am today. i am now back in wills point texas. so i guess you could say i have a pretty boring life except that i move a lot. but i hope to stay in texas for a long time. about me now..... i work a full time job and for the most part i like it but then again it has it moments too where i hate it more than anything but that is all about a job....i love my horses and i try to ride as much as i can. i have no kids i am a single 24 yr old girl that love to hang out with family and friends. thats my life in a nut shell....
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