Saturday, February 28, 2009

my forever and always is no more

My forever and always is over. I am getting divorced on Monday. Yes it is a good thing and i am ready for it to happen. He was mean to me not mean but beat the hell out of me mean. So i know that i am doing the right thing and it is a good thing. But it still hurts and i know i put a smile on my face and act like it does not bother me when it does because i know i have completely failed at my marriage. It is like my dad said when one door shuts another one opens. I have no fears of this divorce because we have been separated for so long and i have made it just fine but the end is here now and wow i want to sit and cry and be thankful. So here is goodbye to my forever and always.



Love ya,

Kisses